You.
Words..they cannot describe you. There are no words in the dictionary that can sum up your existence perfectly. You take away many breaths of the people that are around you. Everyone is speechless when you’re in the room; everyone stares at you as you walk down the hallway. Everyone talks about you endlessly and I’m sure you know it. You accept all these facts and you live through it. You are too much for me. I don’t deserve this - no one does.
You are incredibly stupid Ms. Heisel. No, not stupid. You’re ignorant. You’re ignorant when it comes to feelings. You destroy every single ounce of confidence a person has. You build it up with lies and daggers that hide behind your smile. You suck away their souls into the abyss inside your dark eyes. You degrade a generation of kids that will surely be more successful than you. Why? Because they had you. They will learn to not be you and that already is a successful life. I do not know you and your personal life because you have forced to hide behind these walls and I understand that; however, just from this whole school year I can already tell that you can’t and won’t understand that no one is the same. We are all unique. You can’t understand that your students don’t all have the same learning techniques. We don’t learn from you telling us to read a book and not discussing it. I don’t mind independently reading and discussing it the next day but to give us a final exam on a topic that no one learned about is extremely stupid.
My whole sophomore experience is ruined by your class. I just pray that the freshmen that will take you won’t experience your shit. I pray that you learned that no one is the same from our class and that you will actually share your life with them. You’re a really good person at times but you don’t leave your bad days at the door. You bring it with you and create chaos and hell.
24
May
